Recently, my friend told me a "good news".
Yeah, it's gonna be a really good news if she told me a month ago...
Long story short, gw dapet dinas keluar kota yang waktu nya lumayan cukup lama.
Dan pertama kali gw dapet info ini, gw berharap banget tugas dinas ini di cancel.
Karena pada dasar nya gw ga suka pergi keluar kota dalam waktu yang lama.But right now, it's been a month I'm far from home.
Then suddenly one of my friend said, you gonna be send back to office.
It should be a really good news, right?
But somehow..... I really don't feel it as a good news right now.
I don't know what I feel right now.
It feels like half of me still wanna stay in there.
Mungkin karena gw sudah terbiasa jauh dari rumah....
Mungkin gw cukup merasa nyaman hidup mandiri....
Mungkin karena kebebasan yang gw dapet selama tinggal disana....
But, maybe...
Just maybe...
Could it be....?
Last time I felt this way is 4 years ago.
Is it the same thing happens to me?
Or is it just a temporary illusion?
Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes.... just be an illusion.
